I was staring at my keyboard for almost 15mins and still thinking what to say about this blogging thing. At first, I really don't have any idea about this blogging, more of my friends are blogging for years already and now I'm trying to join them. I don't have any interest when it comes to reading or expressing myself to this, like typing things that happened to me or something like writing a diary but frankly speaking, I'm too talkative in person. It's like there's no way that my mouth shut up for a single day and it keeps on talking especially when I'm with my loved ones. I keep on talking, talking and talking about any that pops into my mind so while I'm in this travel way back home from Municipal of Tupi, I was thinking that it is better to express what I feel or what I am thinking or what I want to say in here rather than sharing it to others, well, I'm sharing it now but not just in one person right? So now I'm talking. My fingers and my mind are very connected with each other at this moment in which I really don't have any idea what I am about to say. I'm just typing, trying to express myself here, in the internet, alone.
As I can see, I think everyone can do this blogging thing, it's just, some people are afraid to share what they feel. Well on my part, I just want to share everything, how I feel, how I react to a specific topic, how I was hurt or excited or happy and even just like now, mixed emotions, I really don't know how or what I am feeling at this moment. (smile). I think that it doesn't mean that if a certain person don't know how to understand well or he/she didn't graduated with a bachelors degree, he/she don't have this authority to blog. Everyone can do this right? The hell I care if you laugh about what I am trying to express right now at least I've tried this thing and I tell you, this is my blogging site, so I am the boss here . To tell you the truth, I know myself, especially my capabilities and limitations. Through speaking, I can't speak this English language fluently it's because as I observed, these neurons and axons in my brains reacts very slow in which I really have to think twice before I say it towards others but as you can see know, I do much prefer to write or type things because through this, I can think deeply before saying or typing or writing it and I really have this very low grade in vocabulary, as you can see, my words are too basic and I don't know... I really don't know why, I'm trying to read dictionaries but these words aren't just for me. I want to know new words daily and to know what other words definition in which I've already encountered that I really don't have any idea what it means,but every time that the book is already in my hands and I'm trying to read these words? my mind doesn't feel right. It feels like my eyes are reading but my mind can't focus to it, it's like I'm thinking with something else aside from these words You get it? But as you can see now, I'm typing and trying to say something, to express something, what I feel and I really don't have any idea if my grammar within this blog is correct or what. Duh .. Who cares...
I think that's all for now, I already talked too much (I think) and my mind is starting to interrupt me with something else (my bed to be specific) and I can't focus with this thing anymore. Not so sure, because as you can see, I'm still typing and sharing my thoughts to you. Funny isn't it? .. I'll try to share some thoughts next time. I'll try to practice myself here, without any mentor, well it's up to you if you want to teach me something . I want to learn more and I want to expand my knowledge especially with this thing. I'm not that late bloomer right? I'm still 23. I still want to share everything but I'll try to share something next time because my eyes and my mind are already tired and I still don't have this enough rest. So goodbye for now and I'll talk to you soon.
